Everybody might think that I'm actually a very happy person. Smiling and laughing every single day. But deep down, no one knew that I'm actually heartbroken.

When I was young, there were no worries in my life. My parents were the best, and still the best but they got separated. And that day when they got separated, it was the day my whole world fell apart.

Till today, I still cannot accept the fact that my parents are separated. They were so loving, they gave me the whole world. I was so happy every single day.

I went through a lot since young. From everything to nothing. It was not a good journey for me. I keep telling myself, God has a plan for me. I'm looking forward to it.

Then I met my man. It was also not a good journey for me. I was not always happy cause I get to meet my mother in law. But I keep trying and trying to be happy.

Maeson makes me happy. He was good enough to cover everything. However, covering doesn't take long.

When night falls, I shed tears and no one knew. I talked to God most of the time. I told him, I am very lonely.

And I asked him, " When will I be really happy like I was before, with no worries, without feeling lonely?"

I really miss everything, I miss being a small girl who once had everything.

I wish that everybody lives individually, nobody needs to get married to be loved, to be hurt. Everybody could be friends everyday, having fun. Isn't it better?

I just felt that way.

Maeson's birthday is coming!

It's been so long! I kinda miss my blog..

So life's been pretty good, my hamtayeo is turning 3 years old in 5 days time! Time flies right! I've prepared so much for him. There's going to be a mini birthday party in school on the eve of his birthday, then actual 24/10 his dad told me he wants to spend the whole day with his beloved son.. So we actually decided to bring him to play at an indoor playground then dinner at Jack's place and lastly, Cloudy with a meatball 2 to end the day.

It's a pretty simple plan, but it's our presence that matters most right? Haha.

So tomorrow i'm gg to get his present w my cousin! Gonna surprise him with his favourite Lego! It's Disney's planes set! Hope our little boy will be happy, cause we can't wait to put a smile on his face! :)

Love,
V

Jason Mraz - 93 Million Miles (Official Lyric Video)

I'll never give you up

Once again, my aunts are asking me to give Jojo away. To SPCA.

I am not gg to do it. He means a lot to me as well. I'll never give him up. I'll find a place where i can still see him often.

Jojo is my best friend, he has been w me for 8 years. How could i jst let him go? I hate the feeling of missing somebody. I feel so sorry for neglecting him.

It's all my fault.

)':

Yoanna & Maeson

Lil' Yoanna and Lil' Maeson!

Can i have this dance~ Hahaha ToddlersSchoolMusical!
Aren't they adorable?!

Things to say

Life has been treating us well.

Maeson is growing up so fast, that Meng and I feel that we're really getting old already! From carrying all the way, till now we're chasing him. He is SUPER naughty. Few examples..

1. When he touched electricity, i beat his hand right? He still can smile at me.

2. Whenever we help him change diapers, he kicked his diapers away! And the procedure to wear ONE diaper is really too long. Lol.

3. Whenever i help him bathe, he'll take all the shampoos, whatever he could find and throw into his tub of clean water. Then? I'll have to re-bathe him again. Another long procedure. Sometimes he'll also splash water at me.

All these are the ways to slim down HAHAHA. They are super efficient.

So, go and give birth to a son now.

Random

We, the VIP of Dian Xiao Er.
It's mad crazy that my whole family loves to eat at there,
and the amt we spent on their food.

His morning swollen face.

That day, when my cousin and i brought him to Toy 'R' Us to buy new toys.
We tested on him, showing him girls' toys and asked, " Do you want this?"
He took them and threw them on the floor.
HENG AH.

Whatever to him is a phone. Lol.

Gelare waffles time!